。羡慕·一线之差·妒忌。

一线之差...
那种感觉.. 羡慕...
妒忌..
搞不清楚.. 又爱... 也恨..
要的..一
定要争取...
争取.. 多重波折... 考验...

波折...考验后..
就得珍惜..

羡慕..
就得更加积极去争取..

妒忌..
就更要努力去夺取..

谢谢·你·说 · 我 依 赖 ·..

谢谢·你·的·纠 ·缠不· 清..

谢谢·你·那·莫名·的感觉..


开启我的 ·羡·慕· 心..
激发我的 ·· 嫉·妒 · 心..
让我·积极· ·争取·...
不久的将来..
轮到旁人..
我来 开启 他们..

另一个阶段..


继续...

奢华 生活下去...


继续 羡慕·妒忌
夺取自己想要的..
抛开自己想丢掉的..

不要站在 ·一线之差·
超越...超越...


超越奢华...

Another.Start

Yes.. it is another new start for my relationship..
it is one of my birthday wishes when im 21 years old birthday..
it come true the day after..
and we went to the very 1st date..
we went for a drink.. know that..
Bee Face will turn red when drink beer.. tats cute..
and we done what normal couple doing..
Movie..

well..thats might be just very simple.. but.. im very enjoy it..
more will be coming..SOON...
终于..
对 的人..
对 的时间..
天时.. 地利... 人和..
全到齐了..
我有另一段真正的故事了..

昨晚终于有了第一次的见面..
让我 实现了....
21 岁的
第一个 愿望...
就是...对的人..这个时候.... 请出现...

第一期见面..
了解多一些了..
Bee不能 喝酒..喝了 脸会 通红..
很红..
很红..
然后我们去做
普通情侣 会做的事情..
电影..
剑神..
不 浪漫 的电影..
但是 很享受 每一分
一秒 的 时光..
甜甜 的..

故事..
才 开始..
作者是 你和 我..

10-10-10

对..就是今天..
每一百年只有一次的机会..
FB朋友有说..
10-10-2110..
我还会有那么的一天吗？
还是老一句..
珍惜眼前人..
把握时间..

前几天..
读到一则短文..

假如有件事情,
你今天可以做,
但是你却没有去做,
那么就住件事情来说,
你是失败的,
而这个损失可能会比你想象更惨重..

要学习这句话的意识了..

10-10-10..
我在今天..会是历史吗？
不懂..

开始了-觉悟了-没了-没了..

刚从Langkawi回来..
起初是没有什么去玩的心态..
甚至深夜坐巴士在路上都没有什么特别的起伏..
坐上渡轮还是那么的闷..
进了酒店也没有什么..

看来这几个月的上下起伏都蛮厉害的..
后知后觉..
真的被影响了..
沿途路上..
整个人就是静静..

巴士
开车的晚上..
黑黑的..
信息不断响起..
叫我玩的尽兴..
路上小心..
听着MP3..
启程..出发..

渡轮..
看着海水..浪花..快艇..高山..
累了..
眠了一下..

酒店..
整齐..不凌乱..干净..洁白..
舒服..
安静..

回来后..

那些启程..出发..
海水..浪花..
舒服..安静..
有了提示..

开窍了..醒了..觉悟了..
不值得了..放了..放了..


开始了..
没了..没了..

中秋-谜

佳节..
中秋..月饼...灯谜..
第一次到了万达广场..
不错的回忆..
快餐..逛街..最后..
来到灯谜环节..

当天的题目都超级难的...
见识了很多灯谜高手..
他们的无厘头猜解..让在场的观众们都鼓掌叫好..

到了一题..
<再看一次inception>
答案就是
<重温旧梦>
字解很简单..
inception = 最近正红得很的一套戏.. <梦>
很简单对不对？
你的智慧..我的勇气和小猜解..
我们赢得了小礼包..

当晚真的体会到真正的中秋..
第一次猜灯谜..
小礼包 = 开心
领教过很多高手..


. 现实 生活中也有很多 第一次..
. 很多有如灯谜般的问题..
刁难..无厘头..
. 有些会让你 想到 没那么简单...
开始.... 犹豫了..

心中有了答案..
但是...
没有 勇气..
相反的... 缺乏 其一....
一样会 拿不到 .. .....
小礼包.. .... ....

. 反而被灯谜高手 一包 接
一 包 拿走
小礼包...
输了... ...
. 没了....
溜走了..

. 难以抓摸的 心 .
错的时间... 对的 人 ...

从倒符策..
同样的 东西...
又是 星期五.....
天时。地利。人和


难忘的九月..
溜走了...

祝你..

月圆快乐...

踏实的累

从来..
做某样东西..
都会 很踏实 的 做...
就算 再 辛苦..
都 可以 一一
克 服

但是
最近 让我 发现
我 会 输在情场上....
很 弱很 弱。。。

放风 筝..
小风时.. 记得....
多 扯 两下.....
大风....
别扯了... 放轻
轻一点
再 一点...

那样..
才能 一直 一 直...
高高 再上....

自己拉 太紧了...
扯... 扯.... 扯....
断了..
飞走了..
飞 了... 飞了... 远远的...
消失 了...

踏实...
对...就是这种...
踏 实的
累.....

抛开..
不要 累..
寻找 他/她..
远远 瞭望...

奔跑..

转 头...

离开...
那...
踏实 的 累....

不累 ... . ... 不累 ... .. ..

放弃-开始

从乡下..远路 来都市..
很多东西 变了.. 老乡..
变了.. 都市..
进步了.. 自己..
也变了 好多..好多..
在都市都有2 1/2的时间了..
学会了好多..
放 弃..

放弃..往往都会是 很失望..很不舍..
但是..人..总得 成长..
错中 学习..慢慢的..
成熟了..
在都市 一个人 生活 不简单..
想找个 伴 ..
难..

放弃了 自己
的 执着..
真的..学会了..很多 很多..
这趟的 过山车 童话故事..
展示了 自己的 能力..
但是..后知后觉..
自己的 能力.. 能够做的事..
都是 渺小.. 微 不 足道..

做了 自己 能够 和 不能够 做的东西..
为的就是自己的... 自 私..
夺取自己 理所当然 的东西..
最后..
两败 俱伤..痛..

这次的 放弃..
得到了..
待人..
对一个人 好..不是 理所当然 的..
不求什么 回报..
处事..
解决每一件问题..开导别人..也从中..
学 习..

顺其自然..
这句话..
听了又听..
起初是很 讨厌 这句..
什么 顺其自然..
要就 争取.. 得到所要的..
但是..
真的..
顺其自然 真的 会好过一些..
老套..
勉强是 没有结果 的..

放弃..
几次的 执着..
最 后的放 手...
给予的..
得到的..
比执着更 加 多..
很多..


开始..
给 自己 一次机会..
给 别人 一次机会..
从 新 开始..


Lets start from Here..

Fly me to the moon - Lisa Ono

recently fall in love with this song..
especially this version..
Relax..

最近爱上尼首歌..
尤其是系个位歌手..Lisa Ono噶版本..
把声系几甘舒服...悠闲..轻松..

Fly Me To The Moon..

容易-艰难

容易 和 艰难

一眼 望过去

当然

容易 往往是 容易的

反之

艰 难

永远... ..永 远 . ..

是

最艰难 的..

有些 东西

容易

得 回来..往 往..

不懂得 爱护...珍 惜..

失 去了..才

发 觉..

我失 去了...

艰难 的..会 更加珍 惜..

或者 说..

一定 要去

珍惜..

才不会 ·后 悔

遗 憾..

珍惜所拥有的..体会所过去的..

cant do it--not the one..

sometime..

something you cant do it infront of the person..

like he/she wearing a ugly cloth..

you just normal friend..

cant too direct to comment..

thats why..

if the status let us do it..

of cos i wish and i wanna tell all the feeling..

what i'm thinking..

but..

i cant..

cos..you/i not the one..

打开-失败

打开..

失败..

声音.. 悲哀..

依赖.. 胸怀..

推开..走开..

专 心 的

人..

容易

被

伤 害..

希望-失望

期望越高..

不一定是得不到..

往往..

事情是相反的..

有些定西..

得来不易..

得而复失..更加要

珍惜

得到第二次..却又再一次

失去

压低一点..一点..

再

一点..

不会

那么疼

期待-希望-失望

甜蜜-孤单

述说着你的甜蜜..
划割着我的孤单..

酸酸的...其实有点不好受..他对你好..真的..他帮我让你开心...

很矛盾..真的..放手..真的是在谋杀自己的感觉..一寸寸刺破..很大很大..

没能够补回..撕破了..

一定要很快乐..很快乐..

珍惜你爱的人..

不开心..别憋着憋着..

回来吧..

early..

wake up early in the morning..

everything can be settle..

follow the schedule..

not rushing..

not make thing messy..

if..

you let me know early...

everything might not end like tat...

everything will happen like we want to..

the story wont be like that..

Life..

too dramatic..

it happened..

again.. lose and lost..

the same thing.. the same place.. the same day..
the things tat i dun wish to happened 2nd time..
Lose and Lost..
no much i can say..
the wrong time..wrong things.. wrong person happend..
mess up..
suffer.. tired..

confuse..suffer..

Sometime..

ppl mind will being effect by other ppl word..

making you confusing bout what you do..

making you missing in the green jungle, deep blue sea..

sometime thinking of give up..

but..

it seem like hard to make the decision..

scared will be regret after the decision..

trying to trust it..

but some of the issues might make you feel like wanna take the fucking legs out..

it is suffer..

suffering..

Again.

sometime..something..

the decision is not on your hand..

you want it so badly..

the result is..

double up hurting your self..

100 Days..

Another 100days..

it is just 3months..

but seen like long time to go..

long.. long..long...

many things might happen...

something that you dint want it to be happen..

but it might be surprise..

3months..

lots of thing will happen..

what you eat..

what you do..

who you meet..

it can let you make different decision..

sometime..

the truth cant be change..

something..

the truth can be change..

Whos know what gonna happen next?

anyhow..

have to keep it on..

more..more..more..

to go..

counting..

Day 100...

波...

其实..

真的不系好钟意睇波...

唔系尼个波啊...

头先去mamak食野..

睇咗30分钟Paraguay VS Japan..

D人呜呜啊啊叫..

其实唔系睇入波....

其实睇D人撞人..

或者一拳两脚打到对方...

又几刺激下嘎哦...

其实..踢波时..

往往唔系踢波..

系响到一拳两脚来打到你死我活...

你...

睇波定系睇打架啊？

Imporsible VS Incredible..

What a memorable movie..

Sex & The City 2...

Just went from movie with A..

nothing much happen..

of cos.. not simply to ''Happen" something..

From morning prepare...

make up my self..

FRESH!!

just for tonight..

but..

seem like...

it was a good date..

having dinner..

then movie..

the feeling is strange..

don't know how to describe it..

it might be not a great start..

but.. it was a wonderful end..

in my mind..

should say in my heart..

always remember something..

Nothing Is Impossible..

Try to Make It Incredible..

something gonna happen...

whos know?

Whos CARE?

Thanks for the wonderful night...

Cheers..

Set The Target..

ok.. From now really needa set a target for my self..

by 2011.. i have to get through the FA interview..

have to cure my face as soon as possible..

hope can reduce my redness on my face..

so that can get more confidence..

can attract judges..

umm...

is being to tough..

went for 3 times interview..

the result still was the same.

haiz...

any how...

really have to plan for the future from now..

better future...

better life..

no regret..

=)

Decide..

some time...

something..

the decide is not on you..

some of the issue will cause you change your mind..

ya..

maybe is the time is incorrect..

or the environment might not allowed us to get what i'm hoping..

trying my best to get it..

lastly..

decide to let go..

may you find the one you hoping..

may you will get what you want so badly in your life..

thanks for the day trip to Lata Kinjang..

really appreciated it....

五月..

来啦..

总结下五月..

一个字形容..

衰！

真系衰到贴地..

五月念着可以喇喇霖考完个车牌..

快快供返辆车..

点知黑仔跌左荷包..

全部嘢要推晒后边去...

麻烦嘎系要去尼到..

走个边...

搞定D个人文件...

搞左3个礼拜..

哎...

衰！

六月来啦~

希望全部嘢顺顺利利~

好耐都无post左..

呢排换左新工..

一个字形容...

忙..忙..忙..

做左呢份工...

正知道原来每一份工都系一样嘎..

唔理office又好..

retail又好..

工作时间都系差无多..

最多都系礼拜日休息无做...

隔日又成只丧尸款..

day before 做工浦到三更半夜..

咩monday blue都系假..

所以..

做咩工都系一样..

至紧要搵到钱..

kekekeke...

今年个target就系要出车来供...

唔要再dum遮jor...

~雨伞@阳伞~

已经好一段时间没有用华语写部落了...
重出江湖吧...

换了新工作。。新地点...
要走一段路...
走啊走啊走啊走...
整身汗..

粗俗点说..
哎呀..男人老狗。。学咩人低dam遮啊！！

当然...
起初是没有dam..
但是！真的beh tahan了..
今天终于放下男人老狗..
学人低dam遮jor...
热啊..皮肤病啊..

~12 hours~

12 hours can do many things right..

for example.. working OT 12 hours..

chit chating with buddy 12 hours non-stop..

ummm...

i lost my phone for 12 hours..

is being too tired that day..

after work..

my friends fetch me home..

but half way.. he went to tar bau..

i just waiting in front of his car..

sitting there..

than smoking a while..

take my phone look at the time..

than just put my phone at the side that i dint realize..

GOSH..

i though i lost 2 of my phones..

but when i calling still can go through..

just thinking..

ummm...

m i leava my phone at shop?

maybe kut..

another morning..

went to office..

GOSH..

ringing....but why i cant find it??!!

luckily someone answer it..

phewew..

Mr.Alan was a boss of factory..[Flora Mate SDN BHD]

he give bck 2 phone..

really lucky me..

Thanks Mr.Alan..

will learn from mistake..

Guys..

take good care to your own belonging..

XD

After End .. another Beginning...

Recently..

ummm..

Really resign already...

in this company..

ummm..

almost 2 years..

too much things happen..

not the company ''Shui''..

is the F**ker boss..

Dato Y..

why you do this to all of us..

aiks..

let it be..

but than will start another new job soon...

Thanks Mike..

He offer me a job..

than i can survive...

lol...

oh ya...

just done my Surgery last week...

here you go...

BEFORE

AFTER

The End of The Beginning

This few days so much thing happen on me..

my company din't give us salary..

go to labour office complain and i STOP my job already..

2nd..

What a Happy Beginning..

will get what you don't wish to..

still was timing problem..

too much thing happen to Bee..

make Bee feel stress and oppress..

we just end like this..

but what ever happen..

everything gonna be alright..

after wake up tomorrow..

everything gonna be alright..

thats what i'm always said..

Thanks for your accompany..

Thanks for your advice..

Thanks for your Happiness..

Thanks for your time..

Thanks for your hand..

Thanks for your pushing..

Thanks for your scolding..

Thanks for your smile..

Thanks for everything you gave me..

Love you Bee..

I really feel proud when be with you..

Will keep all memory in my mind..

Love you..

~

yes..

i enjoy my life nw..

but something gonna have a big change...

Bee gonna move to other country soon...

everything just happen too fast..

just the beginning..

i hope that won'T be the end..

i sayang my Bee of cause..

now have to count down the day with Bee...

Love you...

lets get S.T.A.R.T

ok...

many things happened this few days....

CNY never back hometown..

but will back this Saturday..

YEAH!!! CNY!!!

and here..wanna thanks some one...

Thanks for the person that i pursue last time...

don't know what i wanna thanks..

erm...

anywhere..thank you..

now i meet up with Bee..

just feel kind a strong feeling with Bee..

that kind of feeling even stronger than ex-pursue..

Bee..i will try my best to hold this relationship..

will try all my best to let you happy..

Lets get S.T.A.R.T...

let us make a brighter tomorrow..

=)

Lao Hor CNY 2010

yes...

CNY luu...

New Year..New Target... =)

this year got some target for my self..

erm...

1st of all..

wish to get a car..

no matter what car...

i NEED a CAR..

ok...

this year still same with last year..

i pass my CNY at working status..

yes..

i'm working..

dint bck to hometown having reunion dinner..

miss my family...

aiks..

but..

i still follow the orang tua culture...

i sweep the floor and keep the broom...

so that wont sapu my CHAI away...

lolxx...

and now watching TV and in front my computer waiting for Lao Hor coming..

will change my new cloth..

hope fully will going smooth at Lao Hor year...

ONG ar!!!

btw...

Happr Lao Hor CNY to my Family and my dear friends and blogger..[although no much followers...anywhere..thanks for comment and anything... =) ]

GONG XI FA CHAI!!!

A.L.O.N.E

ok...

sometime i was prefer to be alone..

no need to care anything...

wish to shopping, than shopping..

gym..than gym..

Sing K, than sing K...

ya..

today i do everything alone..

go RPM @ Axis FF...[ Thanks Sean.. recommended instructor.. =) ]

having brunch..

Watch Tiger WuHoo @ Pavillion GSC..

Shopping @ Golden Triangle...

WuHoo...

sometime Alone..

ok pun hor...[ Tiger WuHoo Character Tag...]

but today i realize..

kinda weired when laugh alone in the Cinema... =_=lll

~recently~

ok...for long time never update my blog ady..

lets geh bo bout myself...

ok...

for the December of 2009... it was very busy and earn more money month..

as a retail executive..

commission sure gao gao...

=)

thats why less update..damn tired..

and for the year 2010..

it was too many thing happen..

such as my recent company..

now i realize..

why sooooo many staff and manager resign..

aiks..

no hope bout this company already..

make me decided resign earlier...

and of cause...

Dai Go Zhai already..

started need L.O.V.E....

hehe..

but being 1/2 reject...

wrong timing..

[ya...i pursue someone...]

but still got hope..

lolxx..

and get my BoNus already..

BUT!!

just 1/4..

of cause!!

better than NOTHING!!

Recently know a new gang few weeks ago...

Amos..Silas..Mike..Emil..May..Samantha..Jane..

Thanks for spending the time with me..

appreciate it.. =)

ya..

looking for new job after CNY..

anyone gat any Vacancy for me?

anything..

=)

oh ya...

post some handsome photo sien..

PD trip with FF friends...

Enjoyed my trip to PD & Malacca..

erm...

photo still haven't arrange...

but do have some photo can be share..

here you go...

Nice PD SunSet..

My Bestie sexy leg..

This is a Request post...

will post more than..

=)

Good start for 2010

is being long time never update my blog..

just update a bit bout my current life..

for this year..

gonna be a big change for Kyoro..

current company..

aiks.. will i get my Bonus?

will Company do something for us?

otherwise..

i will make the decision..

for the better future..

for a better life..

ok..

gonna go Port Dickson trip with my dear house mate and FF buddy..

coming Sat and Sun[15-16]..

and..

i THINK it gonna be a good start for new year at my career , life quality, friends, family..

maybe relationship..

Really hope you can join PD trip..

=)