confuse..suffer..

Sometime..
ppl mind will being effect by other ppl word..
making you confusing bout what you do..
making you missing in the green jungle, deep blue sea..

sometime thinking of give up..
but..
it seem like hard to make the decision..
scared will be regret after the decision..

trying to trust it..
but some of the issues might make you feel like wanna take the fucking legs out..
it is suffer..

suffering..

Again.
sometime..something..
the decision is not on your hand..
you want it so badly..
the result is..
double up hurting your self..


100 Days..

Another 100days..
it is just 3months..
but seen like long time to go..
long.. long..long...

many things might happen...
something that you dint want it to be happen..
but it might be surprise..

3months..
lots of thing will happen..
what you eat..
what you do..
who you meet..
it can let you make different decision..

sometime..
the truth cant be change..
something..
the truth can be change..

Whos know what gonna happen next?

anyhow..
have to keep it on..
more..more..more..
to go..
counting..

Day 100...